Jan 19
It was unusually jam at the NKVE this morning. Cars were crawling bumper to bumper and there isn’t much space for a kan cheong driver who is rushing for time especially in the morning to accelerate. “What happened la, so slow one?” Cutting to the fast lane and tried my best to reach office as soon as possible. In my mind, I have started to visualize holding my punch card with the time stamp 9:28am. Using the power of the Secret, I reinforced the image of 9:28am on the card in my mind. Oh, it was an accident involving a truck I think. A stupid driver in front of me was driving at 10km per hr on a fast lane and his head was 95 degree on the accident scene from his steering wheel. Can you beat that? I was unusually impatient and honked him 4 times to urge his car’s butt out of the fast lane. Once I cut him, it was actually empty in front. Phew! Luckily I don’t get fine today. I reached office at 9:27am, 3 more minutes to the stupid factory start work tune.
Ya, I get fine for going to work late. I pay RM5 for the first each 3 counts of offence and thereafter RM10 for the subsequent offence. I absolutely hate this but have no choice. It’s good and bad. Good is everyone’s discipline and no late comers, bad is terrible accident could have happened for a kan cheong driver. My colleague had an accident before because of the punch card. Well, we are thinking to abolish it once everyone is punctual again. So far, I have yet to be late this month. J *touch wood*
Dec 28
Do drop by at www.chicsecret.com to take a look. Cheers!
Dec 16
A friend of mine has given me a master’s contact who is able to lead a person to see his past life and remedy what wrong doing one has done in their past and present life. When I called her, she said she has become a monk in Penang and won’t be back in 3 months time. I asked her how is the entire process, she explained it involves a lot of guidance to many different past life and a lot of repent “忏悔”.
She told me to write a “忏悔文” everyday for at least 3 months and if we have “缘” again. She will guide me. I have put up this “忏悔文” here to share with you. It’s kind of nice to write them at night b4 you sleep. The mind is relax and receptive and it gets to your subconscious mind which makes you really think and repent.
护法寺入佛智研修室众佛子
一、忏悔文
忏悔顶礼十方三世一切诸佛。顶礼十方三世一切尊法，顶礼十方三世一切贤圣僧。顶礼归依本师释迦牟尼佛。顶礼上空下道法师：从无始至今，我等流浪生死，曾不觉悟。造诸恶业，无惭无愧。不了真如，不知实相。怀摩尼珠宝，现贫穷贱相。与诸幻相，生种种颠倒执着。妄受诸苦。今与诸佛菩萨及恩师前发露罪衍，求哀忏悔。断诸过患，契入佛智：言忏悔业障者，菩萨自念：我于过去无始劫中，由贪嗔痴，发身口意，作诸恶业，无量无边。若此恶业有体相者，尽虚空界不能容受。我今悉以清净三业，遍于法界极微尘刹一切诸佛菩萨众前，诚心忏悔，后不复造，恒住净戒一切功德。如是虚空界尽，众生界尽，众生业尽，众生烦恼尽，我忏乃尽，而虚空界乃至众生烦恼不可尽故，我此忏悔无有穷尽。念念相续，无有间断，身语意业，无有疲厌。若我此生，若我前生，从无始生死以來，所做众罪。若自作，若教他作，见作随喜。若塔若僧，若四方僧物。若自取，若教他取，见取随喜。五无间罪，若自作，若教他作，见作随喜。十不善道，若自作，若教他作，见作随喜。所作罪障，或有覆藏，或不覆藏。应堕地狱，恶鬼畜生，诸余恶趣，边地下贱，及蔑戾車，如是等处。所作罪障，今皆忏悔。往昔所造诸恶业，皆有无始贪嗔痴；从身语意之所生，一切我今皆忏悔。罪从心起将心忏，心若灭时罪亦亡，心亡罪灭两俱空，是则名为真忏悔。
南无求忏悔菩萨摩诃萨！南无求忏悔菩萨摩诃萨！！南无求忏悔菩萨摩诃萨！！！
If you don’t understand. Here is another english version from a Thai monk. The Advantages of Chanting the Virtues of the Buddha by Phra Rājsuddhinānamongkol. Download here at advantageschanting.pdf
Dec 03
Phew! Finally, I get to be on leave for a while. It’s gonna be busy busy busy as well these whole week. I have an event coming up this Saturday with my partner. Yes, I am doing event such as opening, wedding planning, party, engagement, fullmoon and more. Although it’s busy but a really fullfilling expereince. I love it!
The kids are fine. It’s holiday and there are both sticking to each other at home. Ivan is all about games, games, and more games everyday. He has put on some weight I noticed, a fuller face. Perhaps, no more worries or hectic and difficult home work for him. All he could think of is wake up earlier than usual time, no need to call, wake up automatically to start his day of games. 
As for Adel, she has grown up so much. A taller girl with more words uttered and a lot more demand. She screamed out loud and demanded me not to tie my hair yesterday. I thought what happened? I released my hair, she screamed again and said ” Mama no tie hair.” So I release my hair and she stop screaming. I tie again and she showed face and said “Mama no tie hair” again. :) She is a funny girl. Hahahaha!
Aug 11
As I was cleaning my “Guan Yin” and accidentally sweep dirt over her head and when I realized and turned my head towards her, she appeared and told me: “Buy me a fish later.”, scattered images of me cooking 3 pieces of fish lingered in my mind. Uh… that was what I vaguely remember when I woke up this morning. Fish? Guan Yin is a vegetarian, she doesn’t eat fish, what is she trying to tell me?
Still pondering, I checked out dream interpreter, dreammoods.com says: To dream of cooking fish, indicates that you are incorporating your new realizations with your spiritual feelings and knowledge.
I guess she is trying to tell me to have confidence in my new found venture? Not sure. But certainly, I wish it could flourish soon. Not easy, but everyone has to start somewhere to realizing dreams right?
Aug 10
I am venturing into something new today. I will be teaching beading /jewellery making lesson every Saturday at Beverly Collection Arts & Crafts shop in Centre Point, Bandar Utama and I need your help to spread the news. Please contact me at prudy@allyfeel.com or Beverly at 016-390 2704 should you need registration.
Address: Lot F16, 1st Floor Centre Point, Lebuh Bandar Utama, 47800 Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia.
BEADING/JEWELLERY MAKING LESSON IS AVAILABLE HERE
Saturday 10:00 -12:00, 1:00 – 3:00 (Please check with Beverly)Once a week3 lessons per level (2 hrs each)
Level 1 - RM270.00
Level 2 - RM290.00
Level 3 - RM310.00
Level 4 - Customize project – price to be determined with each project.
*Includes Basic Materials of Beads & Wires.
Starter Kit Set : 3 pliers at RM38.00
LEVEL 1
LESSON 1: Introduction of beading tools, beads and parts, terminology and etc…
Basic 3 strands Necklace
LESSON 2: Introduction to Wire Designs, Loops and Headpins.
Bracelet, Earring
LESSON 3: Introduction to Basic Weaving
Ring
